一个学期结束了

她们翘的课还没有我高中翘的多

busy and lazy + frozen fingers

Too busy to update my blog recently,you know,it's the end of the term,i must prepare for the final exam,and I still have some activities to parc...ok ok,it's mainly because I'm too lazy to update.I don't want to think,I don't want to write,and actually I don't really feel like to share my life.my fri told me I seldom talk abt my life on my blog,that's right,I simply don't want to,maybe that's why I almost lost connection with my high sch fri.for they don't get any info from the existing Wang Zhe,but only a ppl called Stelart talking abt irrelative things,and I dont call anybody,I do have QQ(the most popular IM in China),but I nvr use it.

what's more ,winter makes my fingers frozen. I'm actually complaining of the heater.sucks.

A nice way to put men's bellys into something useful! lol,how true!!
must try on those communistic politicians' bellys

Breath helps you concentrate

Having being busy at studying recently.I'm always thinking abt what kind of life I hope to live,now I have my first step to it.
My mum was right,I shouldn't pay any attention to any other undergraduate program applications.I'll take the GMAT and TOFFLE courses of Passion.master courses of US business School is my next goal.

Here a direction to help you concentrate which may help.
The way you breathe affects the way you think,and the way you think affects the way you breathe.A good supply of oxygen to the brain is essential for focused concentration.
So here’s the direction:
1. Sit up in your chair in a relaxed position,head strait and hands crossed in your lap.
2. Close your eyes and take 20 or 30 min to relax.Let go of any tention in your face,neck and shoulders.
3. Inheal slowly,breath deeply.Your chest will expand as your lungd filled with air.
4. When your lungs r full,pouse,purse you lips as if you were abt to whistile;and exheal evenly and with force through the small hole between your lips.
5. At the end of your exhalation,pause,then push out the last bit of remaining airin three short,forceful puffs.
6. Repeat this process three to five times.
7. When you have finished,sit quitely for a while,observing the rise and fall of your abdomen as you breathe normally.

it really surprised me when i saw our group's name on the list.

I remember in the Sunday morning before last Sunday,I was illuminated by the aura of laziness.Then mr panda called me and said that he wanted to participate in the weekend practice project which I wasn't quite interested in.Then he asked me to organise a group and be the leader.I accepted and spent all the rest of the day to write the scheme which was asked to be handed next day morning .

I didn't expect my scheme can be admitted,for it's really made in a hurry.
err...I actually don't really wanna do the project liao,aiyo,got a lot of things to do...
Things always like that for me,what don't really want always come into my hands, while what I really want hardly do so.I doubt the law of attraction...

btw,share an interesting comic from dilbert

I didn't know univ life can be so hectic until mine really began...
The word "hectic" which i learnt from LeeAnn Chen's description for her daily life in univ,now is rather proper to define mine.

I remember in those dark high sch days,when I complained my occupied life which absolutely under the control ,there's always someone,of my parents,my teachers,my cousins,giving me a hope,a hope that I only need to struggle for the 3 yrs of high sch,then in university,everything wil be good.you can do everything u want,watch as many movies as you like,read as many novels as you like,sleep for as much time as you like...

Indeed,you can act like that,but not for those who want to do something,want to make a difference.Things can be better when it's 48 hrs a day.

胡言乱语。。。英文水平下降的好快啊

poster for ad show

Our ad community will hold an ad show,I'm asked to design a poster.
When I applied for the place of organizer two weeks ago,I told my minister that I can use photoshop.actually this is my first time to do something with PS,lol...
Anyway,I think this poster is pretty good as a first attempt.

the half face was taken from my roommate,lol...very interesting.

两天前高数课的时候，不知道为什么我会往窗外看。我看见自己直接从眼前的这扇窗纵身跳下去，然后头发和上衣在我身后飞扬起来。之后画面便停留在飞出窗外的那一刻消失了。我想那是何等的快感与释放，不在乎一切，似乎那之后便可以逃离所有。

我以为产生这种幻想是由于对高数课的厌倦。然后我想象，每次下课，我走出教室，下楼梯，穿过大厅，直到沐浴着同样的窗外的阳光...我未曾觉得有任何特别的感觉，也就是说这与高数课没有什么直接的关系。那么，我为什么非要从教室的窗户跳出？而不是穿过大厅走出？才会感到释放？

no,我不是在谈论死亡，我也不知道当时为什么出现逃离的幻想，我的生活没有遇到什么大的挫折，也没有障碍，整体平静而顺利，我想逃离什么？

The unbearable lightness of being...
The first time I realized that lightness can be the heaviest of burdens.The book remind me of the point and I'm gonna change it,change my lifestyle.

下一刻未曾出现的画面，我知道生活无处可逃。

Abel 新留言 Come 的翻译

Come

(translated by Stelart, http://stelart.blogspot.com)

I got a message 2 days ago from a DJ friend of mine:
Girl we love you ah!
前两天我一个DJ朋友发短信给我：
我们爱很爱你啊！
（ah…是新加坡特有的一个语音词汇）

so I messaged back:
Erm, why ah?
我回复他：
嗯。。。怎么了？
he replied:
Aiya the newspaper is being bitchy again....
他回复说：
哎呀，报纸又在恶意的胡说八道了……

eh...at that time I didn't know what he was talking about. Honestly now, I still haven't seen the 'bitchy' write up. Something about me being a has been.
嗯…当时我不知道他所指的是什么。实话说，到现在我也还没有看那篇“胡说”我已经过气的报道。

I'M A HAS BEEN? IT'S OFFICIAL NOW IS IT. Bring it on darlings. If refusing to sign on to a record company means i'm a has been then so be it. I'm going my way, whether anyone else thinks it's a good idea. I'm sick of the packaging, sick of the manoeuvring of the press, sick of formulaic promotion kits, sick of lousy inflated figures. I'm going to do my thing, at my pace, and give it up for distribution to a company of my choice. I'm keeping my hair long because it belongs to me now, and singing songs that excite me, and loving every minute of my freedom.
我是一个过气的明星？按官方的说法是这样的。那么来吧亲爱的。如果拒绝签约唱片公司意味着我过气了那么的确是这样。我在走我自己的路，无论别人是否觉得那是个好主意。我厌恶包装，厌恶被新闻媒体操纵，厌恶程式化的行销策略，厌恶无耻夸大的（销售）数据。我将会以我的步伐来做，并由我自己来选择一个公司处理唱片发行的事务。我在留头发，因为它现在属于我了；我唱我想唱的歌；同时我还热爱着我每一分钟的自由。

I am no longer burdened by the unbearable lightness of being. It's great being free and I have Nicole to thank for reminding me how short life could be.
我不再被不能承受的生命之轻带来的负荷所压迫。获得自由是美妙的，感谢尼柯尔(yanzi前不久去世的好友)提醒我生命之短暂。

（unbearable lightness of being《不能承受的生命之轻》（《The Unbearable Lightness of Being》），米兰•昆德拉最负盛名的作品，相当不错，建议大家读一下）

I'm going my way so bring it on.
我将在我自己的道路上走下去，所以放马过来吧。


Stelart：学校的网络刚出问题，able就有新留言，无语了。
而且，貌似abel博客的更新频率比我要高啊，lol
那天刚从T3看着燕姿去做往新加坡的飞机，接着她出现在上海，现在还更新了博客，abel不愧是 able，办事效率就是高。

She’s really a tiny lady

最近总是很懒，什么都不想写。即便是见燕姿的事情也不想去记录什么。
不过 真的是个又美又可爱的又酷酷的小家伙。这就是我今天送机后的结论。

OCT 25,2008
就是歌友会,没什么特别可写的。基本上就是公交车地铁等待，然后歌友会很快就完了（过程总是很快的，跟什么都没经过似的），又是公交车地铁。我们这校区偏得真是够水平了，真是辛苦。然后，比较好的是有燕姿北京以及欣姿的照顾，我可以上台做游戏，还赢了一张签名CD，而且坐在离舞台很近的“地上”;比较不好的是，我们做游戏的时候燕姿去后台休息了，所以就没有面对面很近的看她，还是停留在台上台下的水平，而且坐在在地上真的很累又很脏（尽管当时都没觉着）。

她给我的印象还是一样，虽然两年没见过，竟没有很激动的说。然后结束了，我就乘地铁以及最后一班公交车车回学校了……地铁上，有人弹吉他，感觉很……不好说。

我还以为这次就结束了，不知为什么，也没难过或者落差之类的。

OCT 26,2008
昨晚实在太累了，早上听到手机震动已经是08：50.是送机的通知。我很快就起床整理好就出门了，09：10，被子也没叠，水都没来得及喝一口。又是长途的跋涉，11：30到了机场Terminal 3,燕姿北京他们已经在8号进站口等着了。之后我们在2号口前面等着，就沉默，有点无聊，后来和大家认识了一下也就聊起天来。等了蛮久，大概到1：00pm多吧，车就来了，然后我们就跟着车狂奔到12号口（好象是12吧？没注意）。然后她的工作人员下车，把欣姿她们给燕姿签名的东西给她们，结果欣姿给燕姿看的一本收藏从2000年燕姿出道的剪报被燕姿收下了，本来只是给她看得，错以为是送给她，她又很喜欢这东西，没办法要回来吧，无语，太可惜了。

隔着车窗我起初也搞不清燕姿是不是这辆车里。然后我弯下身子，看到她那个独特的鼻子的轮廓，那个侧脸，就是她了，就坐在我的正前方半米处，隔着不透光的车窗。就这样她在车里，我们在车外又等了很久，貌似她在车里有化妆还把头发扎成很利索的小刷子。然后，好几次开门关门后。终于。。。我就看见她走出来，就在我面前。眼睛，鼻子，脸的轮廓，就像每次我画她一样，在脑海中，在眼前那样清晰。很精致的轮廓，很好的比例，但是好小，跟在她后面走，我一直盯着她看，让我有种不真实的感觉，我之前没有以为她这样的小。

从出车门，她就一直在打电话，完全不理会周围的事情，右手拿着手机，左手不停地比划着（貌似是Nokia Nseries的手机，a pink one）。助理保全以及我们12个人就跟在后面走，真是幸运，她竟然没有带墨镜，表情很酷，走路的动作也酷酷的很精干，穿着牛仔裤和黑风衣。就在众目睽睽下，一帮人走到电梯那，我们一直都没人说话，她电话终于打完，她看着我们一笑就说：“hello~~”，那一声感觉很不一样，说不出什么感觉。我们就拍照，她还说：“对啊，你们不是拍过了吗？”“这么爱拍照啊”。当时她话很少，也没什么可说的，但声音很好听。我就站在她的后面，我和旁边的人还告诉她挡到我们，其实没有很挡到。。。嘿嘿，我就是想和她说点什么。“等一下我会…” 然后我们就拍了。然后就告别。她主要还跟内地的助理告别，样子很可爱，嘿嘿，你可以想象得到，下了第一段电梯，还很突兀的回头来说拜拜，还背对着做双手挥手的动作。她走得很快，然后我们也就各自走了。这下就真的结束了。。。嘿嘿。。。

我就很奇怪我为什么从上次见她就已经兴奋不起来了，即使这次这样近也没有很激动。但是在机场大巴上，同另一个歌迷双纹鱼在说起来，慢慢的才开始觉得有点不同，又觉得有很大的距离感。

Abel Blog公布前留言翻译

Thursday, 22 May 2008
Congratulations to me 恭喜我

Infamous Sam called me to tell me of my nominations for the golden melody awards. They asked me for quotes and my current state of delirium. The awkward pause probably suggested that i wasn't entirely thrilled.
(最近）名声不太好的小杉打电话告诉我，我被金曲奖提名了。他们让我发表获奖感言以及表达我现在激动的心情。（而我在电话中）尴尬的停顿似乎意味着我算不上兴奋。

Truth is, I am out of touch with giving an answer pronto. The moving house, concert cum album preparations and ad hoc projects such as the Sichuan earthquake are really filling up my days. And I haven't even include my own rituals and habitual procrastination that take up a significant chunk of my time. Awards are great, but to celebrate at a time like this? Maybe it will take a while for the news to sink in, and at the actual ceremony, it might be a blast. Right now, I'm really not in the mood to shout from the top of my balcony.
事实上，我总是不会很快给出答案的。搬家的事情，演唱会附带着新专集的筹备，以及一些特别定制的计划，比如四川地震（的慈善计划），这些事情已经将我的时间占得满满的。这些还不算我例行公事要做的事情以及拖延的习惯，而这些也会占去我大量的时间。得奖是件好事，但是要在这种时候庆祝吗？也許需要一段時間我才會(因為這個新聞)慢慢興奮起來，也许到了頒獎典禮现场，我会真正興奮起來。而现在，我实在没什么心情（可以令我兴奋到）站在阳台上大声（公布我获奖的消息）。

I shall however, announce this blog in my fans' sites. It's been a while folks.
然而，我应该在我歌迷的网站上公开这个部落格。已经有一段时间了，伙计们

Howdy.
你们好。




Thursday, 19 June 2008

Stop and Stare
I think I'm moving but i go nowhere
Yea i know that everyone gets scared
but i've become what I can't be
Do you see what I see?

我驻足凝视
感觉到我的移动却没有方向
yea 我知道每个人都被吓到了
但是我已经成为我不会成为的
你们可以看到我所看到的吗？

(FYI,这段是One Republic名为Stop And Stare 的一首歌中的歌词）



Friday, 20 June 2008
A letter to you:
给你的一封信:

I don't mean to scare you, but indeed the scariest thing in the world is to be completely and utterly bored with oneself, not looking in the mirror, not eating, not exercising, not bothering with anything towards the well being of oneself.
我不是故意要吓你们，但是对自己彻彻底底得感到厌倦的确是世上最可怕的事情。就这样，不照镜子，不吃东西，不做运动，不关心任何有益健康的事情。

What else is left?
还剩下什么呢？

What next after the silence?
沉默之后又会是什么？

What does the silence mean?
这种沉默到底意味着什么？

New Picture for Abel's Profile

May be Abel should try this one? :P

对于Abel新留言Lovely stuff的翻译

Title:Lovely Stuff


（translated by Stelart, http://stelart.blogspot.com ）

Today I spent the whole afternoon making oxtail stew.

今天我花了整整一个下午去做焖牛尾。

First you heat up some olive oil in a casserole, fry some bacon cubes in this, add seasoned oxtail and brown them for a few minutes, taking care not to burn the bacon. Add carrots, leek, celery, sage, parsley and some red wine and oyster sauce. Let the alcohol bubble away, add water, cover it and let it stew in the oven for 3 and 1/2 hour.

首先要将橄榄油在沙锅里加热，后放入肉丝煎炒，再加上调过味的牛尾煎一段时间，注意不要把肉丝煎糊。然后加入胡萝卜，韭，西芹，鼠尾草，荷兰芹以及一些红酒和蚝油。让红酒沸腾蒸发掉后，加水直到漫过牛尾，再将牛尾在炉中炖三个半小时.

HOW CAN IT NOT TASTE NICE? Try cooking most meats for 3 hours at least and they all taste good.

它怎么可能不好吃呢？大部分肉做三个小时以上后都会十分美味的。

Serve it with mash potatoes.

和土豆泥一起端上餐桌吧。

I feel like Martha Stewart. In fact, I was just thinking about the most wonderful things in my life. Some of them aren't that accessible, but the simplest things that put a foolish grin on my face are actually readily available in stores!

我觉得我自己像是Martha Stewart（美国富婆，急功近利，后被判入狱，重返家庭后，开始无忧无虑的家庭主妇生活，但她注定是不平凡的女性，于是，“玛莎•斯图尔特家庭用品公司”诞生了，销售的产品几乎无所不包。2001年，公司年收入达近3亿美元，斯图尔特成为“全美第二大女富豪”。）。事实上，我刚刚在想我人生中最美好的事。他们有的并不是那么容易实现，但是有些最简单的事情，它们可以让我傻傻的裂开嘴笑，而且总是在那里触手可及。

YUP, unbelievable as it may seem for someone of my age and gender, I am a sucker for little material things.

是的，对于一些在我这个年纪的女性这似乎难以置信，我对这些小事物情有独钟。

Like stickers, and beautiful cards.

比如贴纸以及漂亮的卡片。

I will like to periodically share some items I love in this blog so that more people may partake in the same joy!

我很愿意在这个博客里定时的分享一些我喜欢的东西，这样感兴趣的人就可以分享到同样的乐趣了！

1. Swell Gel

Plant & Plant出品的一种凝胶

Plant n Planet
Level 3 Centrepoint Shopping Centre

Plant & Planet一家新加坡的公司
先得坊购物中心3层

Even before I started working, I remember walking into this rather nondescript place and oohing over the pure ingredients in their products. This very handy gel is good for insect bites, but I like to bring a little jar with me and use it when I feel hot and stuffy. The eucalyptus oil is refreshing and it has no unnatural ingredients such as mineral oils or parabens.

我记得就连我开始工作之前，（都会）去这个无可名状的地方并为他们产品中纯粹的成分感到惊讶。这种好用的凝胶对蚊虫叮咬很有效，不过我喜欢让自己的用法有所不同，在我感到很热和呼吸困难时用它。这种桉树油十分清爽而且不含有任何非自然的成分，比如矿物油或者甲苯酸酯类的添加剂。

2. Bioderma
(make up remover and moisturizer for sensitive skin)
Available at most guardian pharmacies

贝德玛 （卸妆洁肤水以及针对敏感皮肤的防敏修护霜）
在多数药店都有出售

This french brand is actually more popular than you think. I was recommended to use it by a HK chanteuse's make up artiste and found out that another TW chanteuse uses the same product. It removes make up gently and leaves no gross oily residue.

事实上这个法国品牌比你想象的要流行。它是一个香港歌手的化妆师推荐给我的，然后我又发现另一个台湾歌手也在用同样的产品。它可以温和的卸妆并且不会留下那些令人厌恶的油油的残余物。

The moisturizer was a lucky hit. Last week, I had an unexplainable allergy to everything in my closet. My eyes turned puffy, my skin broke into rashes and I felt stuffed and bloated. BUT WHAT'S A GIRL/MAN NAMED ABEL TO DO? So I took a shot at this moisturizer and my skin cells are ALL SUPER HAPPY. I can feel the cells drinking in this gentle skin loving cream.

那个防敏修护霜是一个幸运的偶然发现。上星期，我无法解释的对我橱柜里所有的东西过敏。我的眼睛浮肿起来，我的皮肤上突然出现皮疹，我感觉好像被填充并且肿胀起来一样。但是一个叫Abel的女生抑或是男士该怎么做呢？于是我尝试了这种防敏霜，它使我的皮肤细胞都变得超级快乐起来。我可以感受到细胞吸收这些温和的呵护皮肤的乳霜。

3.Egg Cartons
Available at most super markets/wet markets

纸质蛋托
在多数超市和菜市都有出售

These things are very handy when you are trying to plant stuff. They break down naturally, and therefore can be transfered straight to the soil with little distress that can occur from transferring the delicate saplings.

当你尝试种东西的时候这种东西十分有用。他们自然分解，因此在可以在转移中保护脆弱的树苗的同时可以直接转化为土壤

4.Water Bottle
Steal from your niece whatever

水壶
从亲戚家的小孩那里抢来

I got my pale greyish pink one from stella mc cartney for adidas. I like to make a bottle full of ice cold Ribena with a dash of organic apple cider every night before I sleep. It's my comfort drink.

我有一个stella McCartney为Adidas设计的浅灰粉的水壶。每晚睡觉前，我喜欢弄满满一瓶冰镇利宾纳和一点有机苹果酒混合的饮料。它使我感到安慰。

(Stella McCartney 著名时尚设计师http://www.stellamccartney.com/）



ok that's all I can think of right now. With the economic downturn and the streets of Singapore turning eerily quieter, one of these simple pleasures might just make your day a little brighter.

好了，这是目前我所能想到的所有东西。在这个经济低迷，新加坡的街道变得有点恐怖的安静的时期，这些简单的乐趣或许恰恰可以使你的日子变得好过一点。

Status Transfered

I thought i was in my dormitory when i woke up yesterday morning.

It's bizarre.My own room,a space which i built piece by piece,a small world where i pured all my tears and laughter,all my fears and hopes,a place where I store all my treasures,now turns out to be a unexpected scene after three weeks university life.

When I went through my room,there's an unexpected fresh and obsolete smell which i suddenly felt,I can't figure out if it's sorrow,fear,hope or happiness .I felt the antipathy of my high school life.I felt the dismay of my dream of being a designer.I felt the upset of can't making myself study in the last month before final exam.I also felt my struggling for NTU and a fictitious paradized Singapore life,felt my satisfaction of painting and creating.And CD covers emerged form the open drawers,posters blured the outline of the walls,Stefanie Sun's charming and powerful voice mixed with the smell of my room,and also my past 5 yrs journey.The 5 yrs of dreaming,the 5 yrs of antipathy,pain and dismay,once so near then suddenly thousands of km away.All I smelt in my room,the smell of memories.

How long the process was and how quick the result died away.I wonder how all those passed so fast,and how quick i was changed.

However,regardless of all my random thoughts,I'm not a person who clings to the past.After the death of the remembered future,I can still find my dream my motivation,though I haven't.Anyway,I seems transfered my status successfully.The road ahead might be long and winding, but it surely will take us to another plane, another world, another moment to cherish.

Links for some fab websites

Photoshop essentials
Fab tutorials on photoshop.

Well Wedicated
A design resource,very inspiring.

Color Lovers
color&design community

Birthday Card

I designed this for my roommate yesterday.She want to make it into a birthday card for her boyfriend.
It's a sun,a rose,a universe of love
the pic was taken by my lousy digi camera,so the color is not very real

it's the first time i really give other ppl my design&painting.it's a hard time,u know?it's always hard for an artist to leave their satisfying works to others.But i've promised,so...

Get out of this house

You act like a baby, you talk like a fool
Get out of this house

Go
back to your mama, go back to high school
Get out of this house

Go
jump in the lake, go jump out the door
Get out of this house
I've had
all I can stand and, I can't stand no more
Get out of this house
Get out
of this house

this piece is from Shawn Colvin-A Few Small Repair-Get out of this house

I found it useful.Just imagine,when u quarrel badly with someone u don really care,u both don wanna speak with each other when u two happen to be left in the same room.You definitly wanna him/her to leave,u may sing this piece of the song which can be a clear indication.Is it very rude?But u were just singing a song.

Boring n stupid? well,I was just practised the piece this morning,but i wander if she can understand what i sang in english.

She's not a ppl which i don care,but her brainless behaviors dose really annoy me sometimes.It's always like that,u badly quarreled with someone who live under the same roof with you.Few min later, u two can just be as usual.

true picture of cufe

CUFE: Central University of Finance And Economics

Paralympic Games Spectator Mission

昨天我们学校组织去看残奥会，想去便可以去，没人还有10元的伙食补助，是让我们去冲人数的吧。反正这几天很清闲，当然义不容辞的去帮这个忙了；）



我们3:20pm坐校车出发，大约4:10pm到达奥运主题公园





然后一堆人过安检，大概有些人第一次过安检，带了好多乱七八糟的东西，不想被没收又跑回车里放。这样全部人都搞定又花了不少时间。每次参加活动等待都是不可缺少的一部分



因为奥运主题公园目前是不开放的，所以看到鸟巢大家都十分兴奋，纷纷拿出相机拍照。


和吴雨玲在鸟巢前合影，她是我同宿舍的新同学，来自四川绵阳中学，是一个可以把地震经历讲的很搞笑的人。比较经典的话就是：“大家好，我叫WU Yu Ning, Zhang Ai Ning（张爱玲）的Ning"。


大约4:45pm我们来到鸟巢脚下。白天里，鸟巢真的会比较好看，但是玲珑塔和水立方就不敢恭维了。


我很喜欢这些放在草坪上灯的造型。


入场前我又去水立方和玲珑塔那边逛了一下



鸟巢和水立方之间拥挤的广场


我6:10pm入场，当晚是田径比赛


颁奖后升国旗，中国共获得5金，也就意味着我唱了5遍国歌，貌似我高中三年一共都没唱这么多遍。

因为我刚好在颁奖台的正前方，所以拍到的大多是颁奖部分。我的疑问是，为什么大部分白人残疾选手都又帅又有型。




美丽的荷兰选手，其实我最喜欢的是他们队服手臂上那只郁金香。


英国选手很酷的hairstyle,那个摄影师要给他拍照，他起初以为是要拍奖牌，就摆了一个pose，结果摄影师告诉他转过身去，原来是要拍他的头，很好笑。


从我拍的照片可以看出我站的真的很近，其实基本上就在第一排。那群摄影师就在眼皮底下，还有一个中国的摄影师给我拍了一张特写，不知会不会上报，好像有点糗的感觉。


兴高采烈的李岩松和他的教练，他本来是跑第一的，后来不知什么原因成绩被取消了，白围着国旗跑了一圈。



再来几张体育馆里的照片



de dang!!刚出体育馆刚好碰到这位冠军，本来是没反应过来的。 就对着推着她的人竖了一下大拇指，他也笑着回了一个。后来才想到好像应该合影一下，就又跑上去。他们人都很好，说ok ok,one pic is ok.就帮我拍了一张。我刚拍完一会儿，他们走到一群学生周围，被认出，结果遭到围攻，还好有治安人员。



还碰到一群刚比完赛心情很high的运动员在边走边唱歌。虽然不知道具体是谁，但是被他们的心情感染自己也很happy和感动起来。就上去找那个戴帽子的合影，他很高兴答应还又拉了一个说："This is my friend."我们就一起合影。结果就围上来很多人拍我们，郁闷 有什么好拍的，于是他们当时也不知道看那个相机了，总之没看我的。


9：30pm 我离开体育馆




之前有人告诉我，残奥会十分惨不忍睹，看了心里会很难受。可是我完全没有觉得，反而觉得男帅女靓，个个都很有型。他们的精神面貌和运动员气质让我完全意识不到他们是残疾人。
真正的残疾是精神的残疾。

Lasting Heritage of High School

English Version: coming soon...LeeAnn don waste ur time to read chinese version,ur study must be busy.
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做梦往往通往我们的潜意识，我们没有办法去有意识的控制我们的潜意识。某种程度上，也不能控制我们的梦境，这有时候是我们的梦境成为一种有趣的经历。但也有的时候，我实在不能说是enjoyable的，就比如昨天晚上的梦境。

该死。。。我梦见我被中央财经大学录取只是高二一次模拟的预期结果，而接下来要继续进入高三学习，而不是中财！！！然后我又看到个子不高又古灵精怪的数学老师。。。奇怪，为什么我只看到数学老师，大概是因为当时数学总是有最多的做不完的作业。。。然后我便固执的拒绝上课，一种相当崩溃，无奈，盲目，极端又自暴自弃的状态，就像我高中提前回家的那段日子。

要知道，明天我就要去大学开始我的新生活了。梦里得到又失去的感觉真是糟糕，比失去更糟糕的是要继续上高中。很多长辈都说过，即便高考过去几十年，他们都仍然会偶尔做到关于考试的备受煎熬的梦。这是中国高中教育给人们留下根深蒂固而持久的遗产。而我想我不会这样严重，忘记那段时光好了，well，高中里我的并没有很努力，也没有很累到，但是那种一天24小时被固定安排以及完全被忽视的作为人的特权令我感到窒息。

无论如何，事实是我要开始大学的征程，而且会一直往前，往前，直到 find my destiny.

我对Abel新留言“Rebelion"的翻译

This is my first attempt to translate Abel's msg into Chinese...hehe
Leoman didn do that on time,so I translated it for those guys on EMI forum.
"大家知道我最近自己剛創業 一直處於忙碌狀態 今天又剛好有很要緊的事急著要處理 燕姿在Blog上的新留言也才剛翻譯好 正要放上來時發現stelart已經翻譯好了 而且翻譯得很不錯 我想我就不需要放上我的版本囉 謝謝stelart
獅子座男子（Leo Man） "
and I found Leoman left the comment above on my thread on EMI forum.
Thank u for ur support,Liao Da Ge.
I unashamebly feel honoured.

TITLE: Rebelion

I just heard recently that a colleague of mine got beaten up about a year ago. Because he had many enemies, it was unclear who it might have been. I think my sympathy is however ambivalent. As much as I do not think he deserves to be physically hurt, I cannot but feel like he should have seen it coming someday.

我最近刚听说我的一个同事一年前被痛打了一顿。由于他有太多的敌人，所以也搞不清究竟是谁干的。然而是否给予他同情我感到十分矛盾。我认为他不应该在肉体上受到如此的伤害，我不应该但是（仍然）程度相同的觉得他之前应该早料到会有这么一天。
我最近剛聽說我的一個同事一年前被痛打了一頓。由于他有太多的敵人，所以也搞不清究竟是誰幹的。然而是否給予他同情我感到十分矛盾。我認爲他不應該在肉體上受到如此的傷害，我不應該但是（仍然）程度相同的覺得他之前應該早料到會有這麽一天。

I remember my days in school, there were these girls who were caught with cheap mall-bought drugs. They would unashamedly partake these diamond shaped 6 dollars tablets during school hours, getting themselves into a dizzying high before embarking on idiotic missions such as french kissing in the middle of a lesson. What were they thinking? I don't even know the options here, but my two cents is, they were thinking that their guts could have maybe brought them to a whole new platform. They were the epitome of the 'cool' and fearless. The girls who dared to do shit.

我记得我在学校的时候，有些女生因为身上携带市场买来的廉价的毒品而被抓住。她们会无耻的在上学时间分享这些6新元菱形的药片，在着手做一些愚蠢的任务（比如在上课时法式接吻）前使自己（因毒品而晕眩的）兴奋。她们到底在想什么？我甚至不知道这里有什么可能的答案。但是我认为，她们觉得自己的勇敢可以将自己带入新的平台，使她们变成cool和无所畏惧的典型代表。一群敢于乱搞的女生。
我記得我在學校的時候，有些女生因爲身上攜帶市場買來的廉價的毒品而被抓住。她們會無恥的在上學時間分享這些6新元菱形的药片，在著手做一些愚蠢的任務（比如在上課時法式接吻）前使自己（因毒品而暈眩的）興奮。她們到底在想什麽？我甚至不知道這裏有什麽可能的答案。但是我認爲，她們覺得自己的勇敢可以將自己帶入新的平台，使她們變成cool和無所畏懼的典型代表。一群敢于亂搞的女生。

I don't know why I linked the two stories together, I had my share of swaggering, bitch slapping and curse-filled afternoons in the common toilets. Those hot and humid, effusive days.

我不知道我怎么会把这两件事联系在一起。（大概因为）我曾有那些在公共厕所炫耀般大声发牢骚又诅咒的午后，那些炎热，潮湿又情感流露的日子。
我不知道我怎麽會把這兩件事聯系在一起。（大概因爲）我曾有那些在公共廁所炫耀般大聲發牢騷又詛咒的午後，那些炎熱，潮濕又情感流露的日子。

You know that feeling? Whereby you do something so incredibly rebellious that you felt that sweet yet metallic taste of fear and power?

你知道那种感觉吗？通过做一些不可思议的叛逆的事情，你会有一种甜蜜而又血腥味的恐惧与力量并存的感觉。
你知道那種感覺嗎？通過做一些不可思議的叛逆的事情，你會有一種甜蜜而又血腥味的恐懼與力量並存的感覺。

These days, I'm still trying to finish 1984. I know it is a literary prized piece of work. But I cannot appreciate it. This inescapable depressive oppression that builds around you envelopes you into a darker shade of grey. I'm still waiting for the proles to rebel. Hurry up.

这些天，我试图读完《1984》（著名的反乌托邦小说，有兴趣可以google一下）。我知道那被看作是一部非常有文学价值的著作。但是我真的不能欣赏它。这是一种围绕你建立的无处可逃抑郁的压迫，将你封如更加灰暗的阴影中。我仍然期待那些工人无产阶级赶紧造反。快些（造反吧！！！）。
這些天，我試圖讀完《1984》（著名的反烏托邦小說，有興趣可以google一下）。我知道那被看作是一部非常有文學價值的著作。但是我真的不能欣賞它。這是一種圍繞你建立的無處可逃抑郁的壓迫，將你封如更加灰暗的陰影中。我仍然期待那些工人無産階級趕緊造反。快些（造反吧！！！）。

Twinkle Twinkle Thhinkpad

昨天刚去给我的Thinkpad加了1G的内存，现在用起来超爽（当然是建立在与之前的巨大反差之上）
这个本本我已经用4年了，是IBM PC下嫁联想之前的product.但看上去还是个handsome fella.
塑料外壳相当耐磨。记得我哥HP的laptop，用了一年就磨得不像样了，在火车上一挤还开裂。
没得说，IBM的东西就是办事


心爱的本本当然要用心呵护，我昨天一个一个把键盘都抠下来，彻底擦了一遍，这种键盘的设计真是相当贴心。


my attempt at art use keys.
It actually said "we luv STELART",lol...SICK --'
("we luv" is between L and A)

;)

My New Friend

我在Mikey 和Peanut 之间最终选择了Peanut.
I love the sleeping peanut,i love it's line-shaped eyes,i love the red color and i always think woodstock is gawkish...

Daria

Recently i was watching a animated tv series---Daria

What the main figure Daria deeply impressed me is her rarely changed face expression n tone of voice,and the small satisfied smile when she is pleased(it looks dull but cool,lol)

Daria, who embodied cynicism, an intellectual bent, and anti-social feelings, with extreme stereotypical personalities, reflective of the culture of a teenage generation

Though PRC teenage culture is quite diff from US;moreover,I cant understand the language very well,I feel it's satirical,exaggerated n interesting,and i like the drawing stlye.

I'm not a cynical n stereotypical person myself,but I found Daria is adorable to me,her coldhearted tone n the small satisfied smile n her cynical words r fab to me,isnt it strange?

Ahh!! all my comments

I just changed the templates of my blog,it took me hours...
what's quite averse was all those fab comments wipped out,esp those left by Leeann.
I used to use the comment system powered by haloscan.com
then I found u cant use feeds
So i decided to switch to blogger comments which means all those fab comments left on haloscan would be gone...
maybe i should add those lost comments one by one? but the date wont be right leh
Well,I'd better go to bed now

report

Aug 7,2008 22:55

the reason why i didn upload blog for ages...
well,i'm busy recently
I've been back home yesterday
gym n old fri occupied all my time,and i hav to make meals for myself for I live alone.i even don hav time to sit on the sofa watching tv,instead; i watch tv on the treadmill...I guess no one will go to gym tmr evening.everyone will stay home n watch the live of the opening of Olympics.I think watch the opening alone at home is boring n stupid,so will go to the gym n maybe watch on the treadmill...pity that yanzi wont performe on the opening,she rejected coz her schedule was full.

PS.will update my journal to Long Men when get more time

press key points of ur body (chinese medicine)

31 July,2008

i found a fab and pretty easy way to comfort ur body,or even heal some diseases.
acupressure(use ur finger press key points of ur body) from ancient Chinese Medicine...
really worth trying. and it should be a lasting habbit.

in chinese medicine,all diseases r seen as a disturbance in the flow of ur body energy.Acupressure is the ancient healing to balance the flow of ur body energy.

and i uploaded the Video of Self Massage
u may download here: http://www.mediafire.com/?nhsg4nzptlu

Holidays

well,i'm not boring at present(i finally found things to do after a horribly boring month)...but such knid of situation do always happen u feel terribly boring,meanwhile;u don wanna do anything.and when u don do anything,u feel even more tired...

sch will begain on early Sep...make hay while the sunshine...
my next plan:learn Photoshop,illustrator n flash mx

A really "hot" laptop

Lenovo IdeaPad Y510

I asked my father to lend me his new laptop(he havn began to use it yet) during my summer holiday.At first,i found it's cool for it can well satisfy ur multimedia entertainment needs.it has amazing built-in Dolby Home Theater stereo speakers located above and on both sides of the keyboard (four built-in speakers and a subwoofer).

what's more it also has touch-sensitive media buttons above the keyboard and a cool laser telecontroller, a built-in microphone,and a 1.3M pix webcam.

Additionally, in the Y510 there r 250GB hard drive .but most ppl don need so much sortage like this,except you downloading tons of music, movies, and TV shows ...

well...all those features looks cool....

but when i began to use it,I found it's acctualy a hot laptop,not a cool one.

significant heat comes from the top of th hard drive(left palm rest),so when u use the keyboard,u must lift ur left hand high,or u'll get a left toasted palm...

when i read the user guide,I found instructions like this: don use the keyboard for long,or ur skin may be burned... what?!!! this is rediculous...do the designer think we bought this laptop only for multimedia entertainment?

then i found some other cons

• it's heavy as a solid stone



• the screen displace is so reflective that it might as well be a mirror



• usb position isn very proper



• hard drive is too easy to be removed,cant be fixed firmly

I think i'd better use my old Thinkpad instead

mac mac mac,when can i get a mac?

Plz sign my guest book

welcomw everyone who always come to my blog but nvr leave any comment to sign my new guestbook on the sidebar
thank u for ur support

Lost Friends

PS.LeeAnn i write in eng also,so u just need to read the eng part

我刚刚在想 保持一段关系不是一件容易的事 需要的是持续的投入
当然有的阶段我们并不能意识到自己是在投入 这样比较好 但是事实是 年龄成长 生活结构改变 没意识的是少数
它们很脆弱 距离 时间 从来都没有不成问题

几经周折 我终于弄到了他的联系方式
我问了潍坊的很多人 都已经没有他的联系方式了
都是高中三年没有联系过 我也一样
我们是初中同学 初二那年他跟随父母搬去了北京
我清楚记得 他走后 我把他的照片摆在书桌前 难过的心情持续了很久
现在说这些有些丢人 但都已是往事
那真是个单纯真情的年龄 我想 现在和以后 不会再有朋友的离别会给我带来持续长时间的难过

我们初中一帮人的事我就不在这里说了 那是我记忆力最理想化的友谊 不过是前半部分
我想说的是朋友 You can never have too many friends...很少就够了
但是即使很少 也是上天的gift 好难 真的
而且真正的友谊并不一定代表坚固的友谊 我不相信relationship是坚不可摧的
distance physically 有时就等于distance emotionally
Melody我和你一起的日子真的觉得很快乐 很有true fri的感觉 但是我恐怕这又是一个distant relationship...

再说 a lost friend...重新联系需要勇气 因为现代通讯的那头 是未知和不确定性
3年 改变太多 而且三年前就somehow改变了 去了同一个城市 你们还有没有机会再认识？

To the lucky guys who hav true fri,do appreciate it,enjoy it,and protect it
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I was just thinking,relationship is nvr easy,we hav to invest our emotions n feelings n time into someone,though we sometimes don realize that.
I always believe relationships r fragile.

I finally got the lost fri's cellphone no.
my fri in Shandong all lost connection with him n we havn connect woth him for more than 3 yrs
we r good fri in sec sch,actually we r best fri,but he moved to beijing 5 yrs ago
I can still remember clearly how i put his pic on my table,how my tears fell off,got my face n hair wet
it's sheepish to write such things,but it's all past,i was only a little girl who was easily show true emotions.and we were all children who were easily build true relationship with

well,no more for the past...what i want to say is,u r must a super lucky guy if u get a true close fri
You can never have too many friends...and a few is enough...but even one it seems not to be easy
and when i thought i found a promising one...then it turns to be another distant relationship.we'll surely stay in the diff city...or maybe u can come to bj often after u come back u prc?
In my opinion distance physically is somehow equal to distance emotionally.

What's more...a lost fri...is it proper for u to reconnect him?It needs brave
There r too many uncertainties on the other terminal of our mordern communication tech.

anyway
To the lucky guys who hav true fri,do appreciate it,enjoy it,and protect it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

dearest yanzi,below is my birthday wishes to u:
(It's written in "Da Vinci Code",one of my fav things to do is writting with my left hand just as Da Vinci did,all words r reversed,and meanwhile looking at other ppl's surprised eyes...:P)


and i also painted this picture for her 30th birthday
she's always the queen...hehe


why do u take the trouble to do such things,Stefanie may neever see ur paintings...
i'm not only paint for her,i paint for myself also..sometimes u need to hav an excuse to create something

share this interesting happy birth video